Sometimes it’s kind of nice being awake this early.
Right now, I am in my bathroom typing with my phone. I woke up with the feeling that I was going to vomit, so I took a tum and went to the restroom, trying really hard to convince myself I didn’t need to throw up. So far I haven’t, but Im miserable and Im pretty sure after the tum wears off I will. I really don’t like to vomit, and for as long as I could remember I freak out every time I do. I don’t even know why I hate it so much, but I’d pretty much do anything to avoid it. So pathetically sitting on my bathroom floor, phone in hand, has got me to think about how strange the world is. More than half the world is probably awake right now; some people are getting laid, others are suffering from a disease, a few are asleep on the ground, and others are just going about their daily routine. Millions of people living wide awake right now, and some were dealing with SHIT I can’t even imagine. Yet here I am in my bathroom, feeling like the only one in the world. Its kind of sad the way the world works sometimes. Yet it can also be quite amazing.